Saturday, June 16, 2018

Love for love, emancipation day

I do not love you... (Neruda)
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, 
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.


It is important to keep toxic people out of our lives.

As years go by, I am grateful for wonderful friends I met, who became family to me, who love me and whom I love. 

Monday, June 11, 2018

Rare moments

I live in an urban part of Edmonton, and yet right now, there is no sign of human habitation in my neighborhood. All I can hear while sitting on my balcony is tree branches hitting each other, Canadian flag on top of the school vigorously making noise in a gusty wind, and a few geese flying over. It is peaceful.
It used to be a rare occasion when I was able to just sit and observe. I spent decades working crazy hours, in a survival mode. It is only in the last year or so that I have stopped in my tracks. I have managed to slow down and take it easy. It took a long time to let go of fear. 



Hear,See, Speak no Evil...
And of course Do no Evil. I still have to paint that one.

Saturday, June 2, 2018

Today is the day

This is the motivational statement that always stuck in my mind. No time is better to do things you want to do than now. Whatever it is you want to accomplish, today is the best day to start doing it.
I try and work every single day, even though a lot of days are spent doing research in the nature or traveling or just thinking. There is a lot going on behind the scenes - finished product - a painting or a sculpture is a small part of artist's efforts.

I have been busy writing new proposals. I took a whole year off from doing this because it was emotionally draining to get so many rejections in 2016. I wrote about 40 proposals and every single one was rejected, and I was not able to secure a space to show my newest body of work in 2018. I have been very productive last year and this year, and feel it is time to try again.
Writing is not my strong quality, but I do what I can. I cannot provide verbal diarrhea required of artists today, and I keep things simple and to the point. No, I am not going to change the whole world with my art, or describe "human condition", or provide "narrative" to boggle deep thinking minds. What I hope to achieve is to give a sliver of beauty to the observer, create some emotional response in a world of a few people who find meaning in my work. I am sticking to my theme "Ancestors" this year - it has been quite a journey so far and I cannot wait to share more.

Roots, 11x23"

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